What do I say? To get you all up to speed today High Iron Simulations announced the release of some new DLC in the Penn Central Livery to be available "coming soon" to the steam workshop.
Linky:
https://live.dovetailgames.com/live/tra ... n-railroadI just got beat by the Penn Central.
You will have to read all the previous posts to get the gist of my views on the PC. Bottom line; the PC was the original "too big to fail" company and as history shows, the death of PC and the rise of Conrail was just a vehicle to keep the senior management of the Penn Central at work in the C-Suite. Of course at a cost. We can talk till the cows come home about the collapse of Brent-Woods, over population of railroads in the North East, Nixon, the gold standard and the over regulation of American railroads. All that tells you what the heck happened after 1973 through today.
Now I have tie this nonsense into the Bergen and why I built it. Bottom line: I saw the collapse of the railroads first hand, I watched an era change, business attitudes about long term holding versus quarterly returns. I lived this in my work career. The Bergen is a representation of a railroad that existed from 1840 to 1976 (in one form or another). Because of my interest in history, desire to understand this 'transition' and frankly to mourn the loss of a world that is no more, I built this route. Who I am as a person was defined by this era. My family's livelihood was impacted by this transition. The Bergen is a celebration of what was, of the past, a time populated by people, now long gone, of a special and unique railroad that was loved by its employees, a railroad that was scrappy until the bitter end. And so I found this, Train Simulator, as an outlet to express my interests and appreciation.
What I wanted was to share my knowledge and love for this railroad with all of you. I wanted the Bergen to feel "alive' as I remembered it. I wanted to show the majesty of the scenery, the industriousness of its people and show that this railroad had a purpose and a meaning. This railroad was special and its history is so strong in the Gilded Era I should be embarrassed. Because in spite of the speculation the people here, where i live, made their livelihood on this railroad and for whatever reason dedicated themselves to it and the railroad, became part of who they were. How else can I explain it. I didn't think words could do it. Though I could write a book. I thought that if I showed you, that it would be enough for you to, at least, appreciate it as I saw it. Shockingly, to several of you, you 'got it'.
And what I also wanted was recognition. Yes, I like recognition personally, but the recognition I wanted was for the railroad. It really is silly. I wanted DLC. I wanted Dovetail to sell gear with my railroads name on it. Like it was mainstream or something. So I made a route to show them how complex and interesting this railroad was. Surely they would see this. And one of them did. And I thought because he recognized it, that there was a chance. So, I kept building. As you all know it was 7 years of work. During that time I got teased that we would go 'mainstream' on train simulator. First, Travel By Train with it's GP35 Pennsy Pack, and during this time a boat load of DTG "Wednesday Workshop streams on Twitch, and finally where I went for broke on the GE U34CH.
On the U34CH I went all in. I figured that if I could finance a developer to build gear with my railroads name on it, I could get the 'in' I was looking for. Searchlight told me they dont do old stuff, I went to Virtual Rail Creation and he was in for the project. And bless you Jerry for giving me your last licks with this game. But alas, like me and really more than me he put way to much time in this game and had to get back to normal human schedule. Not sure what I was going to do, when VRC called it quits, on a friends recommendation, I went to DTM. I pitched that he could convert his existing Big 7 and turn it into not just a U34CH but a U33, which was not in game, and I would invest my own money in drawings, research and sound to make his model work. So he would sell it and I would get my railroad in game. Its all I wanted, my railroad as DLC, legitimacy and to prove that, if done right, you too could get your favorite railroad in game. Interestingly no one would take cash to do the project! They bought the pitch of sales and not me directly financing their work.
So, I devoted my time to research and acquiring the actual plans for the Pullman Coaches. I've told this story before, I had to pay people to go into the Pullman Library, pull physical blue prints, scan them and covert them to tiffs. $1475 that cost. I turned those plans over to DTM and he said he never ever had this level of drawings for a model. That was just the coaches. With the U34CH, we hit a brick wall, General Electric trashed all of their drawings and its impossible to find. So, with my research I knew the United Railroad Historical Society of New Jersey bought the last U34CH in existence from the New York and Greenwood Lake RR down there on the Dundee Spur. I got a hold of the VP of the URHS and told him to name his price to get cab interior images of the U34CH. $250 later I had 3 gigs of images that DTM did the interior off of. I did get the GE Operations manual for the U34CH and Pullman Cab Cars and I gave that to DTM. So the game plan was to do 3 models. The original U34CH and transitional "silver nose" with the NJT Logo and finally the Disco Version. We knew that the NJT version would not be a problem as we had NJT livery in game. DTM and I spend over 6 months working on this. I was adamant that all 3 versions get approved ( including my RR of course). The first problem came in when New Jersey Transit said that the Older Liveries didnt fit their corporate image, so we lost the NJ Dot logo. Then we were told initially, by DTG that my RR would not be problem based on their relationship with Norfolk Southern. At this point DTM asked me to let him just release the NJT so he could have some income as this project was cutting into doing other ones. I, of course, acquiesced and the NJT version, lacking some refinements was released. This was in April of 2020. We continued work on my RR version and got some help from my Dad, who drove it and Howard (CNWfan) who is brilliant and a great, wonderful guy who improved, enhanced and made really cool the scripting. I think this took another 3 months. And during this time no word from DTG and Norfolk Southern. Eventually we finished and DTM was asking DTG what was going on with approval. As of today it has been 25 months since the release of the NJT U34CH and still nothing about the version I wanted to do.
And so by some freak coincidence today, Tuesday, May 17th 2022, I decide to write to Lord Mannu at DTM about that status of our EL NJDOT. Ive written to him every month on the dot for the past 18 months asking him to get an update from DTG on the model. In the past, it was "they haven't heard back from Norfolk Southern", "nothing yet" and then it was just silence. They are not responding. I was hoping a some point I could say something here as a status update. Today I told him to try one more time, and if no then just release it on his own and skip my whole "get my railroad in game" thing.
Sure I havent posted in almost 2 months - but I am a lurker. I check RWA, Dovetail, Steam and the internet for any mention of the Bergen. And today I find that High Iron is releasing Penn - Huck Tooey - Central DLC! ( Imagine here a long rant where I enumerate all the crimes of the Penn Central revealing my personal distaste of that railroad ) So, imagine my shock that DLC that may be under Norfolk Southern control gets into this game and Im left hanging.
Bottom line - I took the risks, I knew this was a long shot and I've come up short. I am absolutely devastated over this. As far as DTG is concerned and the way they have drawn this out for over 2 years, I am recommending torches and pitch forks, in spite of the fact that I think that is a half measure.
Unfortunately, yet again, I want to go nuclear but manage to contain myself. But I want all of you to read what I said in another thread and read how I was spoken to, like I was just another griefer... that stung.
So I can cover my butt here, I am laying my guts out because this is personally important to me. I have perspective and I realize this is a bit over the top. I put a lot of time in to try to make something happen, its not the end of the world for me, I can move on. But wow, I sure put a shiite ton of time and effort in for the old Erie Lackawanna didn't I?
I appreciate all of your support, friendship and your dedication to what we do here. Thank you for your time.
Carry on.